2nd interview in Citibank

26/10/09 (monday)

Is Monday morning agen!
Hummpp, dun feel like wake up so early.. but have to get out from the warm bed because I having my 2nd interview at Citibank at 9.30am.
Leave my hse at 7am, I was happy cause I avoid the jam at subang jaya. But once I turn out to federal, oh no~ jam jam jam…. And police was busy giving saman on the cars who illegal use the emergency lane. Pity them, early morning have to feed the police stomach..^^

Reach my LRT kelana jaya at 7.45am. I was shock when I see everyone was line-up for the LRT train, they stop entering when the train is ALMOST full.. wow, this really surprise me! unlike the KTM, 1 word to describe it… TERUK! Kelana Jaya station to Ampang Park station is about 45min. Reach Citibank at 9am.

My interview is at 9.30am, but my interviewer, name Edmond came in around 10.40am. and he give tons & tons reason but i totally ignore him. Can u imagine that, I alone in the room for 1hours, and other stuffs keep looking at me. oh no, worst day ever!

Interview starts straight after this BIG BOSS come in. Every question he ask, I reply in a super cold way n straight to the point (not in a sentence also). I dun even want to communicate more with him. And he was keep talking to me, I started to dreaming…. He briefly tell me the job I currently applying is a front line position, which have to entertain the walk-in customers and answer the calls. Will touch abit on paper word, but most of the time I will be located at the reception counter. Well, I tot internship will touch more on communication n paper work?

Anyway, I not interested in internship at Citibank also, give me a bad impression…

Officially 21st year old!

23/10/09 （晴）

On the 23rd October 1988 6.58am, there was a cute baby girl born in Hospital Besar Pulau Pinang, now turn up to 21 years old big pretty+cute lady (Angel 2009) already.. haha!
Got my gold key few months ago, finally I can wear it proudly. And I will wear for more than 3months to prove tat, I’m 100% young adults can make my own decision!!! come… clap ur hand pls…:p
Foosuyan, boss, lion, take note: I’m not longer a small kids…

first of all, thanks for all the celebration, sms, calls, facebook msg, present, dinner, seafood, cakes, etc.. i enjoy it alot.. and i ate 7 different type of cakes, dinner with family n referee gang.. oh my god, my weight increasing, got to solve it immediately if nt alot pretty shirt cant wear ed... oh no!!!!!

Ok, stop all the crap here. I will briefly talk bout my celebration.

Thursday night, finish a friendly game at Kota Kemuning, went for McD for a quick drink with LianYew & WaterBoy players. Totally no mood after sms-ing with someone, so jst order a sundae ice-cream only. And I didn’t manage to finish it. Spend about 30min at McD, I decided to go home count down for my bday. On the way bak, I turn on the radio… damn it, why OneFM choose the sad song on this time. My tear coming out non-stop, and I cant go back home with this ugly face so I called py mui for supper at murni. Yes, I did stupid thing again, I called him twice, yet he didn’t pick up my fon. I was damn emo on dat moment, py mui jst sitting bside me and I dun even wan to talk more with her. So sorry girl.!

12am sharp, received a call from Australia, is from karkiat! Once I pick up the fon, karkiat was like, ‘happy 21st birthday wanyoun, or should I say old lady’ so happy listen his voice, once again, my tear drop! Honestly, I miss karkiat so much.. after he went to Perth, no one accompany me eat nasi lemak at Projet already!! the guy who share my happiness & comfort me when I feel down. Is a best guy ever!! ^^ I even cry over the fon for 30minute,yet he still know how to make me smile back! Haha.. Yup, I miss him like crazy!!!

Second, was from Siuni, my baobei!! 9 years friendship, and I still counting it..
Xuan also (1.15am)… all the way from Australia.. she was busy doing her FRA assignment, but still give me a call, thanks a lot for the bday card n call, appreciate it make me feel warm.. after that, EJ.. Dat heartless person actually remember to wish me, really surprise. Finally ah fatt kor.. on fon bout 2hours. Teach me do noty thing, tell me bout adult life again.. ya, bored but I enjoyed it! Slept at 4am…. Tired day….

Wake up at 8.30am. bath, dress up, bring lecture note, prepare to college. 2 red eggs appear on my table. 2 = 20 year old, feel so old liao…. Cheeyan meet ‘se lang’ again, this is her 3rd times after college life start, kind of pity her. But dun worry girl, they wont hurt u, jst let them ss enough… dun scare already k!!

After test we have briefing bout transferring to Adelaide. bla bla bla…… then EJ prepare a bday surprise for me. Want me to guess which 3 type of cakes inside the box. Evil, no tips how can I guess leh.. End up I guess all wrongly, so must received punishment. he was nice, request me to pull up the candles only… Lucky didn’t ask me do more than dat.. lucky lucky… shouldn’t call u heartless anymore..!!

Dad come bak from melaka! Jst to celebrate my bday.. so ‘gan tong’ le!! Went F4 restaurant for our dinner. We never eat dinner together bout 5 years? Or more?? Nvm, at least he remember his daughter bday!! 1 silly question asked by my dad.. mei, do u hav bf? How ur bf look like? Studying or working? Got bring bak home anot? I look at him, and say ur guai lui still single n available. Too tomboy no ppl want it.. haha! My dad silents straight away.. lol!!

On that night, Peiyin mui bake a blueberry chocolate cake for me. bside dat, grandma ordered a bday cake for me as well, she even bring me for supper at starbuck coffee at taipan. While ending of my bday, I actually cry again.. why? *u know dat*

The ‘big bowl’ asks for seafood dinner, the boss fully pampered her. On saturday night, dinner at teluk gong with my referee gang. Guess they already noticed smtg wrong with me, so they try not to mentioned bout his name infront me. but, Laikeong didnt know.. maybe he slow reaction or didn’t noticed the situation. While I was enjoying my crab, he actually ask me bout him, why he didn’t turn up on such important day. Everyone was staring at him. oh no! i feel so sorry to laikeong.. My mood turn down straight away. I dunno wat happen on me.. maybe I just too disappointed with him.

Sunday noon, lunch with cousin at klang.. once again, cousin ask me where is my bf?? Hello.. why everyone asking me the same thing.. do I look like got bf? Do I have a happy & ‘xing fu’ smile on my face?

overall, i'm satisfy with my 21st celebration everything. jst i was quite disappointed with *him*, even Nian also managed to give me a call, why cant u jst wish me? jst a single sms wil do.:(

and ELQO CHAN YI HOW n WAIKIT,
2 heartless person.. how can u guys forget my bday.....
dun let me see u, i garantee will let u pay double of it.. geram-nya!!;p

乾婆婆52岁大寿。

16/10/2009 星期五（晴）

秀妮回来了！可是各有各忙，都抽不出时间给她，有些难过。不过，我一有时间一定抽空陪你。

今天是乾婆婆的52岁的生日。我们就去了韩国餐厅和neway唱歌。过程就懒得讲。就'如此如此，这般这般'地带过吧！哈哈哈....
在韩国餐厅时，她坐我正对面，一而再，再而三的谢谢我们来陪她过生日，我突然觉得她老了。会不会是年龄大了，怕我们会逐渐把她的生日给忘了呢？还是寂寞特别想要人陪她过她的大生日呢？乾爷爷，两个宝贝女儿，为康，khai kiat,我，廖教练，阿秀嫂，进祥就奉陪到底咯。乾婆婆越玩越颠，酒也越喝越多，她又跳舞又唱歌的，简直就是年轻未老嘛！不然如此，她还向她大女儿交代留遗书，吓的jasmine立刻哭了起来。好在我们在赶紧安慰她们。
而我呢？全程就拿着麦克风从头唱到尾。可能是最近功课加家庭压力的关系吧！我唱到一半既然流泪了，一方看见乾婆婆和大家打打闹闹的画面，另一方担心我去australia，伤心难过时会不会有这么多人陪伴着我过日子呢？眼泪也不禁地流出来了～
看见他们一家人开开心心地为乾婆婆庆祝生日，感动~ (@.@)

我今年21岁，该怎么庆妈也没说什么，而我更是懒得跟她讲话。我生日嘛，只想跟朋友们一起度过，蛋糕礼物不重要，心意最重要。

朋友一直问我，生日有什么心愿望，还是缺少什么呢...好像就只缺能依靠的肩膀吧！哈哈哈....开玩笑的啦！待会姐妹们又讲我花痴，fa qiao等。

如果硬要我选的话，我应该会选围巾吧！我有个留在金马仑忘记拿回来，而且怕冷的我又要出国了，该需要到吧！或是保养品吧！为什么啊？因为女孩子都是爱美的啦！还是些能让我突然变瘦的东西啊，因为狮子老是讲我肥。或是能方便我随身携带的东西吧！这问题真的考到我，我真的不知道噢～

再强调，心意，祝福语最重要！

2007,2008,虽然我yan wang没实现，我还是抱着一丝的希望2009年有奇迹会发生。

虽然我知道机会很渺茫，不过我也不想这么快放手啊！或许奇迹真的会出现呢？

一年的时间我都等了，不在乎再等几个月吧！

笨也好，痴情也好，坚持也好，有耐心也好，我就是这样子，能怎样？

＇不要放弃，否则对不起自己＇，这句话不知是在帮我还是害我呢？？

tooth extraction

13/10/09 (晴)

痛痛痛！如果当时你们有跟随我去看牙医时，你会看见些些惊喜！那就是天不怕，地不怕既然会求医生轻一点。哈哈哈！堂堂个21岁的女孩子还怕打针，连护士小姐都笑我呢！


他是个有经验又不错的牙医。每次我都是找他帮我洗牙或补牙。

我必须承认我是个很懒惰刷牙的人。你看，得到报应啦！所以啊，朋友们，要常刷牙，不要吃太多甜的东西！

情绪失控了

12/10/09 (晴)

情绪失控,我开始控制不了自己了，遭到家里人这样的对待，是我不幸还是他们不幸有我这女儿？

今天一大早妈把车送进车厂修理了。当我正准备要出发去bear的家做功课时，家又开战了！
搞什么啊！又讲，如果不是你开快车，车怎么会不在呢？从中秋节到今天已经是过了一星期又两天了啦！
撞都撞啦，你们到地要我怎样才放过我！你要我死在你面前才甘愿是不是？？
很不甘心，明明就是你生的，为什么差别那么大？就是因为我是女儿吗？难道重男轻女是对的？女儿就不是人吗？

我要的东西就是很简单，我只想你们安慰我，哪怕只是＇没事，别哭了＇就够啦！很难meh?现在我驾车都很怕，你们为什么就不能关心下我叻？

钱跟家人哪样比较重要？或许他们要等到失去才会珍惜吧！我可能没那个福气等了...

我发誓，只要我有出人头地的一天，我一定会买辆美丽又大辆的车，而且要大摇大摆的停在家前面，让他们有得看，没得坐。钱真的很重要吗？我就让他们感受下不被当一家人的心情，让你们感受下求人的心情。你做初一，我做十五。是你们逼我的。

２１岁的生日要怎么过呢？
应该在assignment,讲座,家里被骂的日子过吧！可能吗？哈哈哈....我不知道，也不想知道。希望我那班gang会醒目点点吧！！-.-

爱上了blog,至少我找到地方发泄又不会得罪人的地方。谢啦！

难道我的命运就是这样吗？

今天是星期六，做工吹水啦！
哇，真的超久没和我的gang一起做工了，再加上跟狮子叻，真是好兴奋。
他啊，7.45am就到我家了！好久没有一大早看见他，好开心。不但如此，妈和哥总算答应让我驾新车去吹球叻。我真的很高兴。简直在天堂做仙了！我以为他们终于明白我了！新车来了接近两个月他们都不让我碰，我只能怪我没这福气。可是，今天真是难得啊，还驾着我的新车和他一起吃早餐，开心到见牙不见眼。不过，梦归梦；现实还是现实；人啊哪里可能在几天内改变呢，我真天真！！！！梦最终还只要醒来。傍晚的时候，就不断打电话催我回家，哥要用车。开什么玩笑，我做工到八点叻～而且我也交代我会迟回啊！！结果做完工，吃完晚餐赶回家。家已经准备开世界大战等我这主角回来而已。一进门就开枪了，把我骂得狗血淋头。
婉容啊！你怎么那么天真啊...早上还抱着满满的幸福出去，回家怎么全不同的呢？
哥更下圣纸说，从此不给我驾车。
哈哈哈！这就是我，张婉容的命运吧！认命吧！

宝强啊，你所谓的那天，何时会来呢？我真的能等到他们对我另眼相看吗？坦白讲，我真的很怕。我怕这辈子都等不到那一天....sob... sob.... sob...


不过，今天12小时跟狮子在一起，真的有如做梦。
我故意驾慢慢，走错路，我们还迟到给老爸骂呢！不过我不后悔，我还希望路永远都走不完。我们聊很多事情。从家庭讲到读书，读书讲到做工，梦想..未来..等等。
我发现你其实没我想象中的坚强，不过你伪装到很好。从来没想过你在家其实跟我没两样，家人疼弟弟多过疼你，想想下你也挺缺少安全感的。
此外，我也跟狮子提起我要出国的事了。
宝强啊，我真不知道你是笨还是天真。我已经暗示你australia的事啦，怎么你那么笨呢？捉不到我在暗示你吗？暗示到太明显了吧！笨猪！怎么我就是爱上这样的你呢？

你们知道他怎么回答我吗？

狮子：噢，你不是明年跟我一起毕业吗？
我：没有，可能会出国。
狮子：是吗？少来，如果你出国，我跟你出。
我：如果我是真的呢？
狮子：噢。（就转开话题）
我：.......................

你是聪明的，你知道我在等你的回答！
就告诉我吧，不要静静不出声啊！我好想知道你怎么想？

记录台和裁判们

我，狮子，来强，sandy

the first interview

today is my 1st interview at citibank,ampang park!!
firstly, i wan to say dat... i didnt summit my resume to citibank..
second, my interview was super short, 30minute gam tim... ^^

7.30am wake up, bath, make up, prepare my fail, cheak my high heel everything.
(i look so OL today)
8.15am. leave my hse, heading kelana jaya,lrt
9.10am reach kelana jaya n park my big car at the housing area there and walk out.
10.05am i reach citibank. everyone was dress formally and i was so panic until i dunno which floor i going..
10.15am reach level 42, no one serve me i jst stant there like idiot. luckily got a guy volunteer to help me go inside and inform Ms.Jorine Sun. thanks! will treat u drink when i got the chance to meet u again..^^
10.40am finally meet her. she was nice, friendly and half banana. haha! when she say me, she say i was luckiy the person who interview me take leave, so replace her. she dunno wat to do, so jst ask me fill up a form and fotostat my ic, cert and hav my 2 passport foto. bside dat, she jst ask some simple question such as,
(1) why choose citibank
(2) u r on marketing course why choose finance
(3) why u hav fail subject in ur degree.. lol!!
(4) u got friend work at citibank before?
(5) any salaries requirement?
(6) any transportation problem if really hired u?
(7) briefly tell me bout the position i apply.
(8) tell me wat is the basic requiredment to work in WMP department.

i answer everything...
ending, she even send me to the lift..
i'm luckily i guess... after leave citibank i straight away call bear to release my stress.. hahaha! she was shock too... and blame why i didnt bring her go along.. shy shy.. i didnt know u wan follow too.... nx time ok??

when on d way back, i called leo. ask for lunch. he close my fon.. hummppp... sad! so i emo awhile then drive back home and forget bout chee yan. i promise i will help her on assignment but then i forget.. due to hot weather, i lazy go out so jst briefly teach her abit on msn... hopefully can help u.... sorry cheeyan...

at night 9.44pm, leo call me n say sorry he also having his interview at kajang this morning.. i jst complain him not caring didnt even sms tell me,so rude close my fon.. ngam ngam awhile i forgive him also.. hahaha! so ngam one we interview at d same time.. haha.. wish us all d best ya... ^^

mooncake festival 2009...

3/10/09（晴天）星期六

今天是2009年的中秋节。

乌云遮着漂亮的月亮，什么心情都没有了～

明年的中秋节我又会在哪里呢？在外国看月亮想家还是躲到被单里哭呢？

远方的姐妹们,(xuan, karmen, jessie, hsu, siuni)你们过得怎样啊！有吃到月饼吗？有与家人联络吗？我好想你们..

今天超伤心的。我象平常一样驾车出去。结果在usj2转去usj6的红青灯时候，有一辆van撞向我车。我的后门扁了！事后，那个马来人还说我开快车。拜托，才刚青灯，我又是第三辆车怎么开快车啊！打低都是二度而已。然后他又狡辩说我切进他的路又不打灯。我有打啊，只不过当我转时，灯就自动停啦，很正常啊！我也懒得讲话就马上打电话给妈咪和哥哥。那个王八蛋的人还说，你搬救兵啊！

我给你两条路选，

（１）报警

（２）自己给自己的修车钱，还说算他倒霉遇到我什么世界啊！

他撞我，还讲是我的错？天啊！发生什么事啊！

结果妈就带我去警察局报警。写了报告交上去，警察就召见我了。我才进没五分钟。他就讲我错，不是那马来人的错。我想讲多点他就叫我闭嘴。我就出去了。

哥和妈就在车把我骂得狗血淋头，我哭了！

我什么话都没说，即使我讲我没错都没用。

前天，哥还答应会考虑让我驾新车叻，因为这个月是我生日啊！结果什么都没有了。还下命令说，新车我一辈子都没机会动。
你讲这有用吗？新车来了接近两个月，你们都不让我碰，我还算是家里的一份子吗？有时我真的在想我是不是做错事你们那么不喜欢我？

当天晚上，我只希望你们下午骂了我过后，晚上可以过来安慰我都好。结果什么都没有，反而看见我还再继续地骂我。

那瞬间，我真的犹豫了我是不是张家在外面捡回来养的。

我心情不好下，msg狮子了，结果他也没回复我。我真的彻底的崩溃了～

我的中秋节就在眼泪中度过。



p/s:朋友们，如果你真的关心我。我希望你们不要在我面前提起这件事。无论是谁，一问我反脸！（我是认真的)

值得纪念的一天

29/09/09 （晴天）

经过上个星期的繁忙有又充实的假期，我－张婉容（这么健壮的身体）终于病倒了！
头昏昏的，就连上两个小时的课我都顶不到，好象回家睡觉。

为什么我说是个值得纪念的一天呢？ 就是狮子啊！他无端端打电话来约我喝茶。起初当我听到铃声时，我还以为是我的电话的闹钟响。当我看见是我和他的合照时，我开心得快跳起来。不过，女孩子嘛，该有形象的。所以我就cool cool的语气回答他。

狮子：喂！
我：什么事？
狮子：你在做什么？
我：在家没做什么啊！找我什么事？
狮子：是不是在玩facebook啊！
我：没有啦，在房间看书。（其实我真的在玩facebook,他未面太聪明了吧）
狮子：不要骗我！算了，要喝茶吗？我过来梳邦找你喝茶。
我：（心里按爽liao）几点，在哪里，太远我不去的啦，很夜了！(才9.50pm)
狮子：很近啦！你要那里？Taipan old town好吗，要不要！
我：（兴奋的回答）好啊！没问题的。
狮子：哦，为康和aaron也会来。你自己过来。带电脑来。我到summit再msg你，你再出来，ok?
我：（很不高兴的回答）会啦！知道啦！
狮子：就这样。bye!

真是的，无端端带两个电灯炮来做什么！没用！！
不过我还是去啦！
aaron放飞机就省我门三条水喝茶。他们还在我面前看其他女孩子呢？真是超不尊重我的。不过大人有大量，不跟这些不识货的人计较。哈哈！我们聊电脑啦，facebook啦，pps啦，上课啦，考试啦，吹球啦，什么球赛要来临啦，等等。我们还聊到未来结婚的事。你知道啦，有位康在，什么废话都可以讲。他们讲兄弟要几位，打低要20位，要怎样对付姐妹们的恶整。要在哪里摆喜酒。为康那王八蛋还说，下次他追姐姐，如果有妹妹就介绍给他，一起结婚，一起摆酒，要亲上加亲。恶心啦！

真糟糕，我也跟他们废下去。太不像我了！！没办法啦，谁叫他在那边。悲哀～
狮子啊，两个月没见，有没有想念我啊！我超想你的啦！
才两个月没见，怎么脸和手上的豆豆变多了啊！是不是考试压力大和假期天天褒戏啊！不用讲我都知道。hehehe.....
不过唯一没变的事，你还是爱踩我肥你才甘愿。真拿你没办法～

就这样，短短的两的小时喝茶就在废话中度过。

sem break.

19/9/09-27/9/09 (大热天+少少雨天)

大学假期过完了，大家怎么过你们的sem break呢？
哈哈...我的假期过得满充实的，超忙，超累，超满足的!!^^

星期六呢，我就陪妈咪，阿姨和宜婷表姐去old klang road走走买晚装。莹莹表姐的喜酒就快到了，大家都惶惶张张的准备。哈哈，讲是陪他们买，结果买最多的是我。不去好过去，去了又浪费钱。女孩子就是挡不住漂亮的衣服的引诱。
假期嘛，所以，我宝贝秀妮也回来了。超开心的。晚上呢，我们就去pyramid看电影。the ugly truth.这电影我给7/10.是讲述一个女强人常去联谊，可是都被拒绝。后来呢，有个勇士看不过眼就教导她，改造她，结果还爱上她呢！戏中还教她怎么色诱男生，买些＇＇好东西＇给她，还不错。我们可以学一学。哈哈！

星期日到星期二，我回家乡（马六甲）。这次唯一不同的是我带了个男生回家。放心啦，他是国豪，是我的好朋友。绝对不是你们想象的关系。来到古城当然到处走走咯。由于是公共假期，去哪里都塞车，超讨厌的。我表哥带我们到处吃，吃得我发福了，还和朋友上山打猎，打了个山猪下来，真是有口福叻！我在那还遇到了狮子的前任，Tracy和她的男朋友，还有个球员。好在马六甲认识人不多，不然大家看见我带男生肯定轰动篮球界的裁判，我就难下台了。
除此之外，我在马六甲发生了个好笑的事。那就是，我去mp附近弄头发。结果要回家开车的时候发现车没电池了！可否想象下我的心情是如何。只想去把头发变美点结果搞成这样，差一点就快哭出来了，还好国豪在，他帮我看车还有叫人帮忙推车，如果我一个人的话就发傻了。

这一个星期假期真是忙啊！大把人约，红人就是这样的啦，不用羡慕啦！哈哈哈...

星期三到星期六，我则在金马仑高原边吹球边玩玩。可能是知道我即将出国的关系吧，我在那变高调了！怎么讲呢...玩得比平常更颠吧，有用不完的力气，喜皮笑脸的，连我拍档都搞不动我在想什么。比赛完教练球员都忙着跟我抱歉，干嘛啊...我有那么可怕吗？如果在雪州吹，教练球员跟我抱歉，我完全不理会。不过还真的不习惯叻，教练球员跟我抱歉搞到我内疚，老板还说我犯贱要骂才可以，哈哈哈！入乡随熟嘛，是不习惯点的啦！^^

这次彭亨金马仑之游，出席名单有我，老板，爱萍学姐，程胜，伟权，阿发哥，阿发嫂，阿伟，翔飞老师，lemon，思婷还有小弟。很高兴可以和你们拍档，小女有如得罪，请多多包涵。谢谢你们带我吃喝玩乐，还有看一望无际的茶海，心情超爽的。这次，我学会了怎么做＇西来＇，讨价还价，学会怎么欺负小弟弟主任，程胜，哈哈哈...

程胜，抱歉咯，往后你出门一定你会想念我的（你明白的）^^

星期日则是莹莹表姐的喜酒。全部亲戚到齐，一个都不缺。我呢，穿着宜婷表姐送我的紫色可爱礼服出席。要应酬他们还满累的。老是问我几时轮到我，烦不烦啊！本小姐才21叻，可以慢慢选，我又不赶，你们嫌钱很多要包大红包给我是不是？aiks..要结婚都轮不到我吧，我是第二小叻，前面还后很多表姐表哥啦！二舅舅显然特别开心，老是找我喝，爸爸则在边盯着我，害得我都不敢喝多。表姐，恭喜你！新郎哥好帅噢～

我与国豪在马六甲

我和爱萍学姐

我和阿发哥.一望无际的茶海令程胜羡慕死我们了

老板和两位美女的偷情照，哈哈！

我和两为白马王子－程胜和伟权.别羡慕我!^^

全家福

与二舅舅。我张婉容最敬佩的人.

与大哥，明哲

表姐表哥们和新婚人

就这样，我的短短一个星期的假期就这样结束了